Turning Points in Life – A Sermon on Matthew 4:12-23

After I graduated from seminary Cyndy and I moved to Kerrville where I began work as an associate priest at a large parish. Shortly after arriving I was invited to join a community prayer group. It was a small group of men all of whom worked in some form of ministry. I was the newest in the group, the newest to Kerrville, and the only Episcopalian. They were very interested in how I got from being an attorney to being an Episcopal priest.

“Tell us the story of your conversion,” they said. “Tell us how you found Christ and became a priest.” “Well…,” I began. And then there was silence. I thought hard about the question. I started again. “Well,…” More silence. Then I said, “You know it’s just sort of always been there, a sense of connection, relationship, longing. I can’t remember a time when it wasn’t.” One of them asked, “There wasn’t a particular day or event?” I shook my head. So did he. They were clearly disappointed and maybe even a bit doubtful about me.

I think that conversation highlights one of the difficulties with today’s gospel. It sounds as if one day Jesus shows up and immediately we walk away from our old life and leave everything behind. That’s how St. Matthew describes it for Peter and Andrew, James and John in today’s gospel. (Epiphany 3A, Matthew 4:12-23) I don’t doubt that’s true. I know that’s how it happened for some of you. That is a legitimate and valid experience. But it’s not the only way. Some of you would describe a story similar to mine; a continuous and steady experience of Jesus. Others would tell a story of struggle and wrestling, give and take, back and forth. Think about Jacob or Jonah. In truth our lives are probably a mixture of all three of those plus others. How does any relationship begin, continue, grow? There is no one way or even a right way. There are probably as many ways of being called, finding Jesus, being found by Jesus, whatever you want to call it, as there are people. It is unique and personal to each one of us.

follow meThe point, however, isn’t how it happened but that it did happen and it continues to happen. It’s never a once and for all, finally and forever, kind of thing. Our entire life is a conversion. We are always being converted, shaped and formed, into the likeness of Jesus. Over and over again Jesus comes to us saying, “Follow me.”

Following Jesus does not happen in the abstract but in the context, circumstances, and relationships of our lives. Our relationship with Jesus is grounded and experienced in the people and events of our lives and world. So it was for Peter, Andrew, James, and John. We see that throughout the remainder of Matthew’s account of the gospel. He not only describes the life and ministry of Jesus but the ongoing shaping and forming of Peter’s, Andrew’s, James’ and John’s lives. That shaping and forming happened in Jesus’ teaching of the beatitudes, in his healing of the sick, in his telling parables, in his feeding the 5000, in Peter complaining that they had left everything behind, in James and John arguing with the others and hoping to sit at Jesus’ right and left, in Jesus’ crucifixion, in his resurrection and ascension, and in the coming of the Holy Spirit.

Every one of those moments echo with Jesus’ words, “Follow me.” Every one of those is as much a turning point in the lives of Peter, Andrew, James, and John as was the day Jesus first saw them by the Sea of Galilee. Turning points always resound with the invitation to follow Jesus. They are the intersection of our lives and his life. Isn’t that what’s happening in today’s gospel? We hear it in Jesus’ words. He only says two things: “Repent,” and “Follow me.” At some level they are two sides of the same coin.

So often we hear the word “repentance” and think, “Uh oh, someone’s been bad. Someone better change their evil ways.” It can mean that and sometimes that needs to be the focus but it also means more than that. Repentance is more than just a moral change. It is a life change, a turning point. We look in a different direction. We see with new eyes. We establish new priorities. We travel a new road.

The turning points of our lives bring us face to face with Jesus and they come in lots of ways. Sometimes they come as we planned, worked, and hoped for. Other times they are completely unexpected and take us by surprise. Sometimes they bring us joy and gladness. Other times we are filled with sorrow and loss. Sometimes they affirm everything we thought and believed. Other times they leave us confused and not knowing what we believe. You’ve probably experienced all of those and more in the turning points of your own life.

Think about your turning points, times when, for better or worse, your life was turned around:

  • Moving out and beginning life on our own,
  • Falling in love and getting married,
  • The birth of your child,
  • The death of a loved one,
  • Words or actions that hurt another and forever changed the relationship,
  • Graduation from school and beginning your first job,
  • The failure of your business or the loss of your job,
  • Your divorce,
  • A success or accomplishment that was really significant or meaningful,
  • Discovering the passion that excites, inflames, and drives your life,
  • An anniversary grounded in commitment and deep satisfaction,
  • Going to your first AA meeting,
  • Your new role as caretaker of your spouse or parent,
  • A long time dream that finally came true.

The list could go on and on. We could all tell stories of our life’s turning points. It seems as if our lives are a series of turning points, some big and others small. Regardless, with each turning point we see ourselves, others, and the world differently, we think differently, we focus on different concerns, we ask different questions, and we move in different direction. What they all have in common, however, is Jesus’ invitation, his command, to follow him.

Each turning point comes with the opportunity for and the promise of Christ to refashion our lives. That’s what Jesus did for Peter, Andrew, James, and John. “I will make you…,” he says. That’s what he does for us as well. He makes us more who we truly are to be. In him we begin to recognize ourselves.

This does not happen in spite of our life’s circumstances but in and through our life’s circumstances. That’s where and how it happened for Peter, Andrew, James, and John. Their turning point came in sailing the same boats, on the same lake, using the same nets, doing the same work they had done the day before, and the day before that, and the month before that, and the year before that.

Look at your lakes, boats, and nets, the circumstances of your life. What is the turning point you face today? What’s happening? What do you see? Somewhere in your life today is a turning point, a place of repentance. Maybe you know exactly what it is. Maybe you’ve not yet recognized it. Maybe you’ve closed your eyes to it. Regardless, it is there and so is Jesus, beckoning, calling, longing, desiring. He stands there saying, “Follow me. I’ve picked you.”

10 thoughts on “Turning Points in Life – A Sermon on Matthew 4:12-23

  1. Another excellent blog! Your comment “Others would tell a story of struggle and wrestling, give and take, back and forth.”.— reminded me in a way of a dance, a heavenly dance. A dance where we, mistakenly at times, may try to lead- but we are lovingly never released and the music never stops.

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  2. Years ago, Billy Graham conducted a crusade in a larger town a few miles up the road from us. After the revival series ended, in our hometown ministers’ meeting, the Episcopal rector said of his participation in the Graham meeting, “I was born again.” One of my fellow Baptists heard the priest saying he had never “been saved,” as we Baptists, including Baptist Billy, use the term. That wasn’t what Father Ed meant, by any means, but it illustrates how we interpret things — religious or otherwise — from our own perspectives. Your fellow minister in Kerrville had his doubts about you because you didn’t say the “right words.” Your language of Zion didn’t translate into his. My local Baptist brother didn’t “get the message” that the Graham meetings provided Father Ed another in a series of turning points that brought him new spiritual birth. We’re like Sinatra: We boast, “I did it MY way.”

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    • Thanks Lawrence. That is another good example of how we often say the same words but speak a different language. The tragedy, I think, as you allude to, is that it becomes my way or our way instead of God’s way.

      Peace,
      Mike+

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  3. Poignant message!. I feel as if I’ve had more than my share of “turning points” in my lifetime, some good and some not so good. This long journey of my Conversion has come by way of tremendous personal pain and suffering…and joy, and I realize now that much of the time God is doing for me what I could not do myself. Thanks for mentioning A.A.

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    • You describe well the turning points in life. Seems they are always a mixture of joy and pain, all of which somehow reveal God’s grace. I think that is a one of the gifts of AA. I am glad the post was meaningful.

      Peace,
      Mike+

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  4. Hi Father Michael
    Reading this 3 years down the track…and am reminded that Luther’s 1st of 95 theses was that “the entire life of believers should be repentance.” Every day…every relationship…every experience in my life is rich with the opportunity to turn away from self & toward Christ.

    PS…Used to be in Seguin. I still love South Texas! Been gone from there a long time…but I still love it.

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    • Thanks, John, for Luther’s words. Yes, we are to live lives of repentance, always turning our gaze back to Christ.

      Based on your e-mail address you’ve traveled a ways from Seguin. Let me know if you get back. I’ll take you out for some barbecue or good Mexican food.

      GOd’s peace be with you,
      Mike+

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